Quarter after Two in the Morning
Posted on July 18th, 2011
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But no one really wants to hear that. Everyone tells me how I need to “be strong,” and I know that they’re right. I have to “be there” for my wife and kids. But quite honestly, just between me and you, every so often it’s really too much to take. I want to stop time, even for just a minute or two. Stop the carousel, I want to get off.
But the truth is, what people say is right. So after I melt down, I take a few minutes and get a grip. I dry my tears and then “put it all inside.” I stick a smile on my face and go home to play with the kids a bit. I give Stella some words of strength (although, most of the time it is she who is encouraging me with her positive outlook.)
I could have written any of these things, but I didn’t. I was so zonked tonight, I could not even stay awake to watch a little TV before bed.
But that’s o.k. I certainly don’t have to write every night. People can wait a day for an update.
Except that at quarter after two in the morning, it can feel really good to get a few things off your chest so that you will be able to deal with tomorrow (today’s?) schedule.
So thanks for being my therapist tonight. It’s now almost three and I feel a lot better.
I think I can even get a few hours sleep before the next run.
Maybe I’ll see you on the road.
Good night and morning.
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